It works but I'd be willing to bet he's got no idea how to use it. Guy has the sex drive of a eunuch. [ that's curious, though. Honestly Dagger probably knows Barnes better than Jack, but what he'd seen of Steve with his file didn't speak half hearted to him. ]
Makes sense. First day in camp I threatened to shoot Barnes through Rogers. Guy still checks in on me regularly. If only half is heart in the bonded thing, what's the other half?
I don't know about the others, but where I'm from the other half would be the "body." Not physical body, but there's no human word for it last I checked.
Everything dies at some point, it's just when it dies that people think they can control. And they'd be right.
It doesn't have to be ideal. Ideal is for people who can afford it, or for those who lucked out. If life wants to destroy him, then it destroys him. That's not up to you.
He had ideal. [ which is what bothers him the most about this. he had been someone with a life, happiness, fulfillment, and someone else carved that out of him. for what? convenience? dagger's right in that ideal is for people who can afford it, and it's rare. ] Just life? Like what, fate?
Of course it's not up to me. I have nothing to do with him.
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There's Steve, for one. We think they're bonded.
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Bonded? They were friends before, if that's what you mean. Rogers is the only one I've seen able to back Barnes down from something.
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That's why we think they're bonded. "Friend" is a very general word in the human language.
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So bonded means what, more than friends? A specific kind of friend?
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It means bonded. Together. Meant to be one, in most cases.
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...Romantically?
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Sometimes.
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Pretty sure they aren't that one. [ Barnes hardly even knows what sex is ok, it's not that ]
Beside that, just something incredibly close? It'd believe it on Rogers' side. Yet to be seen on Barnes, but he's hard to get anything out of.
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What, because Barnes doesn't have sex? His penis works. He's not sterile, if I remember correctly.
Rogers is the heart-half, if I took a guess.
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It works but I'd be willing to bet he's got no idea how to use it. Guy has the sex drive of a eunuch. [ that's curious, though. Honestly Dagger probably knows Barnes better than Jack, but what he'd seen of Steve with his file didn't speak half hearted to him. ]
Really? How do you figure?
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His whole body's the weapon he uses, weapons are just his extensions. Just because he's not getting it wet doesn't mean he doesn't know how to use it.
Rogers has a lot of heart to him. And he keeps talking to me. It's weird.
Oh I read that last tag wrong, ignore the last part of Jack's small text there
Are you saying Barnes's dick is a weapon?
Makes sense. First day in camp I threatened to shoot Barnes through Rogers. Guy still checks in on me regularly. If only half is heart in the bonded thing, what's the other half?
it's cool!
I'm saying it could be. And yours should be, too.
I don't know about the others, but where I'm from the other half would be the "body." Not physical body, but there's no human word for it last I checked.
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I'm not really expecting sleeping with people to become that integral of a tool in this particular mission.
Huh. What's the function supposed to be? Protector of bond, most immediate manifestation of bond, director of bond?
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Not yet, maybe. What's your preference?
They're the "house," so to speak. The heart-half is what resides in it.
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Here I thought you just wanted me to kill people. Preference?
I can see how that makes sense. They could be then, yes. Rogers and Barnes. Maybe if the latter gets more of who he was back.
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It's not the only thing, have some patience.
I like him as he is, to be honest.
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By all means, please, put off new and strange means of planetary destruction as long as you like.
He's miserable how he is.
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Are you actually asking?
Happiness is a little overrated, anyway.
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For you to put it off? Would it actually matter? It'll happen one way or another.
Living tortured isn't anywhere near ideal. I wouldn't be surprised if his mind destroyed him before anything else.
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Everything dies at some point, it's just when it dies that people think they can control. And they'd be right.
It doesn't have to be ideal. Ideal is for people who can afford it, or for those who lucked out. If life wants to destroy him, then it destroys him. That's not up to you.
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Then I'm not actually asking.
He had ideal. [ which is what bothers him the most about this. he had been someone with a life, happiness, fulfillment, and someone else carved that out of him. for what? convenience? dagger's right in that ideal is for people who can afford it, and it's rare. ] Just life? Like what, fate?
Of course it's not up to me. I have nothing to do with him.
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Not really, but it's supposed to help people feel better. Therapy is weird.
If it's got nothing to do with you and him as a unit, why even bother asking about it? It doesn't affect you, but you're still concerned. Why?
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Fate is? There's nothing more damning and helpless as the concept of fate. What therapists have you been to?
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I'm not asking anything. Don't worry about it.
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None. Talking about feelings is problematic for Keluuvi.
Caring is tiring, isn't it.
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I've forgotten what day this thread even started omfg
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