[ Warriorhead doesn't knock. He's accustomed to being expected, and by extension, to being catered to. Some part of this has adjusted in his time with the CDC, and yet-
He stands outside the bunk regardless, waiting to be ushered in, and occupies himself by replying verbally into the space. ]
[ Dagger is all too used to being in service, too, having been a worker drone back home. And the habits of one such drone still sticks, what with it being coded into his very person; serving others is easier than leading.
And then he got promoted, and it's been a weird ride ever since.
He lets Warriorhead in with little ceremony, gives him a reasonable berth to move in before shutting the rover door behind them. ]
[ It is a considerable difference- the transition between the common quarters of their rover to the narrow, quieter confines of a bunk. There is less for him to take note of here- the fluctuation of sound, light, temperature, electricity.
It is only Dagger and himself. His head cants, helmet catching the light. ]
When they're covered, and they don't burn? It's like. . .
[ Well, he doesn't have the word for it. The problem with Keluuvi language, is that it's about the omissions, not the inclusions. And there's no complete word for what he's lacking here. It's like imagining a whole picture that he hasn't seen, then trying to describe the parts that he doesn't know is missing.
So instead, Dagger unlatches his thermal jacket, and unhooks the metal contraption across his right shoulder. There are still hairline fractures over his core, but it's been healed over. With his own gloves still on, he taps Warriorhead on one knee. ]
Almost whole. I don't think we have a word for it.
[ Helictite has never expressed much interest in worlds beyond their own. At least, this had been the decision of it's governing body. If others wished to share a connection with the Rejehejet'e, then the burden of establishing contact would lie with them. As a result, diplomacy was not considered essential curriculum. What reason was there to teach their successors how to navigate the language and customs of others?
While Warriorhead had rejected these values, he had not benefited from the lessons he might have learned. His service in the CDC has been his teacher, and it has been an interesting time.
Here and now, he understands that there is a sense that Dagger is unable to convey. Warriorhead does not consider this a failure on his part so much as he finds intrigue in the novelty. The treasuring of something that has no linguistic equivalent. Warriorhead's attention falls to the cracks across Dagger's core. He considers touching it simply because he can. ]
Armor, gloves. Maybe one day I won't be so dangerous to touch.
[ So then I'll know what your fingers feel like, and vice versa.
Touching others is how Keluuvi chase danger - because of how they're built, and how they're made, any sort of physical contact is perilous. For eons and eons their species had relied on interstellar trade to help assuage the contact-limiting nature of their species, and that had helped them to learn about what they are as a whole (never as an individual, because what would have been the point?). That had ultimately been a factor to their downfall, looking back on it. ]
The understanding of Dagger's physiology as a danger is one thing- because cutting himself loose of his armor might be a mortal thrill. But that is not what Warriorhead gains from this. Warriorhead comes back because he knows that if he tells Dagger what he wants, he will get it. It is a precious currency for a planetary orphan. Perhaps that is Gliese understands the sentiment, provided the position she is in. But then, even that reason bears complexity.
There is a beat that follows where his head cants. A momentary consideration. But in the end it is stubborn pride and nothing else that would have him say no. Dagger's body is dangerous. But Warriorhead's is strong.
He will not break. He's spent too much time training himself to adapt.
It takes slightly longer than he is used to (Warriorhead doesn't usually remove his armor himself. It's too much work.) but the pieces come apart regardless. Helmet connected to shoulders, to spine, to legs. He steps backwards out of the piece like a flower blooming in reverse and the response is immediate. In response to the radically dropped temperature, his face remains covered- bone the runs down the column of his throat to wrap around his chest. The body's instinctive flutter to protect itself from harm. ]
Would you have complained if I didn't? I'm supposed to be the one touching you.
[ It's— beautiful, if Keluuvi had a word for beautiful. The closest approximation to it is "in perfect function," and Warriorhead isn't exactly a working piece or a tool. He catches every removed article of clothing without prompting, at least, sets them aside in the order they're taken off. He's used to this.
Dagger doesn't pretend he's not watching, either. ]
You should be careful with things like 'always.' I'll end up surprising you and then you'll really be pissed.
[ Dagger is nothing if not efficient. It's a quality Warriorhead appreciates, especially provided his own frequent lulls in activity. The pieces of his armor are placed in deliberate order a short distance away and at his sides Warriorhead's hands stretch, flex. The skin at the very tips of his fingertips shifts in the minimal light- what could be mistaken for shards of ice (bone, again) knit together over his skin, case their way up his wrists to fade off at his elbows.
Anticipation.
Where Dagger's bareness highlights his willingness to explore risk, Warriorhead's is the opportunity to be recognized. To be known. Every thought, action, and reaction becomes manifest. There is no armor to disguise it.
[ And he is, as he sits on the edge of his bunk, arms rested against his knees. The temperature around him lowers by a handful of degrees than it would normally; he'll have to keep track of that if he wants to avoid freezing the whole rover solid.
This close, he doesn't need much light to see. Dagger's core expands in his cavity. ]
[ Dagger's core has a distinction unlike any other- but there really isn't a way to describe the sensation. A verbal analysis couldn't possibly do it justice. It's more than sight or sound or smell. It's a drop in pressure and shift in the air. Warriorhead wants to push his fingers into the cracks there, just to see what will happen.
[ His core contracts, and then expands, and small wisps of. . . something white, and clear, and similar to some kind of liquid slips out of the cracks, twisting around the digits. Dagger knows he has to give a warning for it soon, because once those fingers harden it would cost one of them something vital.
That, and it's extremely cold. Light frost starts covering the exposed metal of Dagger's bunk, the further up Warriorhead's fingers the wisps get. ]
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Ideally - we merge.
But I wouldn't want to kill you.
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Don't flatter yourself.
FROM: warriorhead@cdc.org
What's merging like?
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I'm not.
Merging is - I become you, you become me, and we become something else.
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Like. Skin melting?
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Like joining on a cellular level. Every part of you becomes every part of them.
Those who survive it become twice as powerful and whole.
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Have you done it before?
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I've gotten close before, but no. I'm all me.
You?
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Others have expressed interest. But no. Not yet.
Are you near the rover?
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I am. You need a bed?
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Let me in yours.
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My bed, your bed. Come over.
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Take your helmet off.
I'll be there in a minute.
action?
Keep your hands warm.
action.
He stands outside the bunk regardless, waiting to be ushered in, and occupies himself by replying verbally into the space. ]
You're pretty worried about my hands.
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And then he got promoted, and it's been a weird ride ever since.
He lets Warriorhead in with little ceremony, gives him a reasonable berth to move in before shutting the rover door behind them. ]
I like your hands.
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It is only Dagger and himself.
His head cants, helmet catching the light. ]
Why?
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[ Well, he doesn't have the word for it. The problem with Keluuvi language, is that it's about the omissions, not the inclusions. And there's no complete word for what he's lacking here. It's like imagining a whole picture that he hasn't seen, then trying to describe the parts that he doesn't know is missing.
So instead, Dagger unlatches his thermal jacket, and unhooks the metal contraption across his right shoulder. There are still hairline fractures over his core, but it's been healed over. With his own gloves still on, he taps Warriorhead on one knee. ]
Almost whole. I don't think we have a word for it.
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While Warriorhead had rejected these values, he had not benefited from the lessons he might have learned. His service in the CDC has been his teacher, and it has been an interesting time.
Here and now, he understands that there is a sense that Dagger is unable to convey. Warriorhead does not consider this a failure on his part so much as he finds intrigue in the novelty. The treasuring of something that has no linguistic equivalent. Warriorhead's attention falls to the cracks across Dagger's core. He considers touching it simply because he can. ]
Covered by armor? [ He asks instead. ]
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[ So then I'll know what your fingers feel like, and vice versa.
Touching others is how Keluuvi chase danger - because of how they're built, and how they're made, any sort of physical contact is perilous. For eons and eons their species had relied on interstellar trade to help assuage the contact-limiting nature of their species, and that had helped them to learn about what they are as a whole (never as an individual, because what would have been the point?). That had ultimately been a factor to their downfall, looking back on it. ]
You gonna take your helmet off?
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The understanding of Dagger's physiology as a danger is one thing- because cutting himself loose of his armor might be a mortal thrill. But that is not what Warriorhead gains from this. Warriorhead comes back because he knows that if he tells Dagger what he wants, he will get it. It is a precious currency for a planetary orphan. Perhaps that is Gliese understands the sentiment, provided the position she is in. But then, even that reason bears complexity.
There is a beat that follows where his head cants. A momentary consideration. But in the end it is stubborn pride and nothing else that would have him say no. Dagger's body is dangerous. But Warriorhead's is strong.
He will not break. He's spent too much time training himself to adapt.
It takes slightly longer than he is used to (Warriorhead doesn't usually remove his armor himself. It's too much work.) but the pieces come apart regardless. Helmet connected to shoulders, to spine, to legs. He steps backwards out of the piece like a flower blooming in reverse and the response is immediate. In response to the radically dropped temperature, his face remains covered- bone the runs down the column of his throat to wrap around his chest. The body's instinctive flutter to protect itself from harm. ]
Would you have complained if I didn't?
I'm supposed to be the one touching you.
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You didn't say I can't look, either.
[ It's— beautiful, if Keluuvi had a word for beautiful. The closest approximation to it is "in perfect function," and Warriorhead isn't exactly a working piece or a tool. He catches every removed article of clothing without prompting, at least, sets them aside in the order they're taken off. He's used to this.
Dagger doesn't pretend he's not watching, either. ]
Okay?
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I'll end up surprising you and then you'll really be pissed.
[ Dagger is nothing if not efficient. It's a quality Warriorhead appreciates, especially provided his own frequent lulls in activity. The pieces of his armor are placed in deliberate order a short distance away and at his sides Warriorhead's hands stretch, flex. The skin at the very tips of his fingertips shifts in the minimal light- what could be mistaken for shards of ice (bone, again) knit together over his skin, case their way up his wrists to fade off at his elbows.
Anticipation.
Where Dagger's bareness highlights his willingness to explore risk, Warriorhead's is the opportunity to be recognized. To be known. Every thought, action, and reaction becomes manifest. There is no armor to disguise it.
He steps forward. ]
Ready when you are.
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[ And he is, as he sits on the edge of his bunk, arms rested against his knees. The temperature around him lowers by a handful of degrees than it would normally; he'll have to keep track of that if he wants to avoid freezing the whole rover solid.
This close, he doesn't need much light to see. Dagger's core expands in his cavity. ]
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So he does. ]
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That, and it's extremely cold. Light frost starts covering the exposed metal of Dagger's bunk, the further up Warriorhead's fingers the wisps get. ]
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